Day 1 Part 2 – The Power of Mind a Mind aligned.
Foreword
This passage and content originates from my experience at Lajune Imox, in Comitan, Chiapas de Dominguez, Mexico, on the 20th of September 2022.
And as I am now returning to this self-communication, revisiting my experience and the thoughts that was present, it is intertwining with my present process here in Oslo, Norway. With my current work, life, and experience here.
The past and present merging and blending together. Becoming the future.
And again, these are originally messages and reminders from me to myself. Based on my personal experience and continuously changing view of the world. Sharing here to whomever is interested and in their own personal way may relate and resonate.
Also, I do not claim to live constantly and consistently what I write. But placing the words on paper is a first stage in this process of becoming more aware. And from there being able to integrate, adapt, and become more able to live in accordance with a higher potential and quality of life. Of making clear and remembering my intentions, bringing me direction.
Seeing myself from a distance, enables and allows self-awareness to expand and necessary corrections and adaptations to unfold.
And then and so comes the actual living. Of embodying. Of failing and trying. Of falling and rising. Of adapting and learning. Of steadily growing and continuously becoming.
And so I write and I share. I remind myself. I forgive, I accept, I adjust, and I continue.
Sometimes I feel connected and that I am aligned with my words and the messages within. And suddenly in another moment I catch myself outside. Realizing I was astray and had forgotten. And so I am brought back and reminded once more.
The practice for me these days, in this period of the fall in 2024 is to the best of my ability to be and remain in Balance throughout my daily experience.
When “things goes well” to remain graceful and humble. Continuing my work in presence, with a calm and focused direction. To the best of my ability, to be and remain in harmony.
And in moments of feeling disconnected and unaligned – expressed through frustration and agitation – stepping outside and creating distance. Protecting myself. By not allowing “it” to “get to me” or “go into my head”.
Avoiding REACTING and instead simply and calmly, recognize that I was momentarily “out of tune”.
And in this silent realization, allowing my presence and person to realign. Re-connecting with and continue from my centre.
Like bricks for the house. The words and writings are necessary and part of creating what I intend. Though by themselves they are merely potentials lying on the ground. Still in the need to be physically moved and placed together in a specific order for the creation of the house, the vision, the dream and intention to materialize and come into existence.
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Continuation from the thread: Part ONE: Acceptance – “Entering into Mastery”: Day 1 – 20th September 2022
THE POWER OF MIND – Of Being Aligned
… Then likewise and in reverse, doing the Physical Work (Manifestation) is one part of the whole. And how it is ACCOMPANIED MENTALLY determines the TOTAL Effort I need to exert. Or not needing to exert…
Meaning my Attitude, which determines the content and quality of what thoughts I carry out each task with, and with that, “The State of my Being” –> “Sets the Tone”.
Thus as I assume Full Personal Responsibility for where I am and my current task I am Aligning my Whole Self to Be and Execute in Effortless Flow.
And as an effect of that that I am not entertaining thoughts that distracts me from, or works directly against, my current commitment, intended focus and aim. In both cases the potential of my performance and the quality of my experience, are being compromised. Either by energy being dispersed and wasted – by a lack of attention – or assembled to work directly against me.
In the absence of Personal Responsibility, with a negative and immature attitude – victimhood – the Potential of Mind is not only wasted but even works against me and my best interests. In that frequency it is opposing my current commitment instead of aligning and working with me and Amplifying my Mission.
Thus I CHOOSE to Decide, Remember and Affirm.
If I allow thoughts and thinking outside or in the opposite direction of the overarching flow of spirit there is a conflict of Will and I am thus “not aligned”.
It becomes like holding on to a twig on the shore or trying to swim against the stream. Exerting energy with force, by resisting, fighting back or holding on, while getting nowhere. As opposed to simply Trusting and Letting go. Allowing and welcoming a higher intelligence to guide me. To be guided. To relax and release a sense of control.
When I AM “All Aligned”, I am with and in the flow and life-force of Spirit and as such “we are together” – “moving in one unanimous direction”.
Or rather, as I am aligned and in harmony within myself. With heartful, honest, & pure intention, with body and mind aligned. With faith, trust, and surrender: “I Am” – in synchronization and aligned – “With It”.
CHOICE
Thus again, in the name of sacred repetition (Way & Form: Revisit to Remember), whatever I am doing and wherever I am; Physically, Mentally, Emotionally, and Spiritually. It serves me to be completely CLEAR with my decision. Assuming full personal responsibility for my choices in life. In and with a knowing. Decided from my heart and the core of my being –> Charged with Emotion –> “With the totality of what I am” – That I WANT to be “HERE”. That I am Grateful to BE Here. That I HAVE CHOSEN and am continuously choosing the pathway of my life and my current experience.
It may be created by and coming from something and somewhere else. I might not get or live what I “expect” or immediately “prefer”. But in some sense and form I am choosing where to walk and place my feet. And depending on how I receive and live each moment, the moment adapts.
Even though I cannot – and do not want to – know what is “out there” – in the new and unknown – before I enter, it is I who chose to enter.
And as I have and the door is closed behind me. The only thing that serves is to BE – Completely – in Acceptance, Faith, and Trust – WHERE I am.
REMINDING MYSELF
That when I feel resistance building up and manifesting in the body in the form of heaviness, tiredness, and weight.
When observing thoughts playing in a negative & unbeneficial frequency. Asking Myself:
What is my intention and direction with THIS LIFE? With this Gift, Possibility & Opportunity I have Received?
Who do I want to be and How do I want to Live?
What Persons & Beings – Qualities, States, Values, Attitudes, and Ways – INSPIRES me?
What do I want to discover, learn, explore and know?
What did I decide that I want for myself? What intention did I set today? What is present in my current experience which doesn’t serve me now? Of what can I let go?
Anger? Jealousy? Comparison? Judgement? Victimhood?
Inferiority & Doubt? Overconfidence & Pride?
Expectations? Preferences? Perceptions? Ideas or beliefs?
PLACING CONSCIOUS AWARENESS:
What is my current attitude? Assuming a Honest Reflection; Where am I at?
What thoughts and thinking is setting the stage and ruling my experience?
If there is tension Where is it at? And how may I release, loosen up, let go, and reconnect?
How may I be in this moment with love? How may I continue with joy, ease, and flow?
Assuming Personal Responsibility. For my experience. For my state. For my reality. For my HEALTH. For this moment, for this day, for my life and for my fate means to break or cease patterns which do not serve me in this period and cycle of my life – Based on the intention I have set for myself.
The first stage is becoming Aware. Which derives from HONESTY.
And from there. As I am Honest with Myself. Where I am and what is currently “Alive & Present” –> I have the PERSONAL POWER to Choose. Where and how I want to live. From what space and place within myself.
With Courage or Fear. Love or Hate. Negativity, Positivity, or Neutrality. With Faith and Trust. Or with Despair and Apathy.
In Victimhood or in Empowerment. From Desperation or INSPIRATION.
“FEELING LOW”
In past moments of low – of feeling heavy, tired, and weak – it has felt as I “did not have a choice”. But I am learning that it is an attitude & choice as well.
The convenient one in moments of low. Of saying “there is no way” – The “I” does not need to Amount any Will Power or Strength.
A resistance of asserting effort perhaps? Or maybe to guard and save “what I have”?
Though how does it serve me in the long haul though? Because – WITH Aligned & Positive Attitude – in the Assertion of Effort, is that not where Strength and Will Power grows?
And more so, I am learning from experience that in these moments of denser energies and lower frequencies, of feeling “Being in a Low”, it is most important to remember the light and what I want. And THAT IT IS POSSIBLE & AVAILABLE.
Connecting to and affirming “My Thoughts”. Because “There”, in the “Dark“, is Where I can “Truly” “Find my Spark”.
“It is easy to be happy when the sun is shining. It may feel justified to be grumpy when the clouds are grey. Though how I chose to be in each moment throughout my day, by effect determines my experience of life. And thus and with that MY REALITY as well.”
CLARITY
With CLARITY any potential conflict resolves before or as it arises, because I know my Aim and Priorities in life. I know what is important and matters most. Thus as it is already set, there is simply no space for conflicting forces to enter or affect. Like a repellent for mosquitos or a protective jacket for the rain.
Then as a left or right choice arrives, instead of wasting time in a limbo, thinking myself back and forth, I simply connect to this original intention and allow myself to be LED by the Intelligence of Intention into the current alternative and pathway that aligns with that. Learning that usually it is neither nor but a “hidden” pathway somewhere in between.
Clarification of my intention: Knowing my Priorities, what I Value and what brings me True Worth, adds guidance and direction into my Actions. Brings light into my life and being. It Clears the Dust and Paves the Path. Bringing Unanimous Direction and my Undivided Attention.
Allowing for Creative Energy to FLOW in Synchronicity with & within Each Moment.
As I am CLEAR, I do not in thought aimlessly float around and messing about. Thinking about this and that or if and when. Because that simply doesn’t serve where I am, nor my aim. It merely brings me “out” while my intention is to stay “Within” – by default “pulls me back” while my aim is “Forward & Ahead”.
Sure with imagination and in thought I may travel and explore. Though there as well with clarity, direction, and deliberate intent.
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In the next passage & upcoming part I am continuing the thread with Discernment of Thoughts and Loving Intention.
As I am unravelling my True & Deeper Want and Clarifying the underlying Meaning & Purpose of “Why I Am Here“. I am Discovering and Honouring “My Soul’s Desire”.
