Currently in Mazunte, Mexico, by the ocean and the beach. Having given myself this gift of vacation I do my best to receive it as well. Allowing myself to take things slow in accordance with the current energy and without the need to advance and perform. But there is an energy in me as well that wants to learn, create, share and grow, and it wants to feel that it is moving towards something (advancing) not only internally but externally as well. A natural impulse and inner will to advance. Currently I find myself in this divine intermedient space of accepting where I am while acknowledging where I want to be. And this is one of life’s genious paradoxes, that the only way to get to where I want to be is to simply and completely be where I am. I can’t go to the future but by being in the present moment and where I am the future arrives as it becomes the present by default.

It is easier said than done. But I am getting there 😉

WORDS of WISDOM.

 

A Message of the Moment arrives to me as I am overlooking the greenblue sea and being soothed by the smooth sound of the steady waves that is continiously and calmly caressing the beach. My lists are growing. There is a lot I want to learn. There is a lot I want to live. Many things that I want to share. But somehow and somewhere things are stuck and have been for a while. And as I keep things trapped inside, they block the natural energetic flow of life. Which in turn creates tension and pain and emotional imbalance as well.

Thus one of the messages that arrives to me back and forth and for quite some time now is to share. Share, share, share. Express and release so that the new may grow.

Now is a period of rejuvenation and growth and I allowing energies to flow through me, within me, and throughout. Connecting to the natural flow of life, in a dynamic dance that is in constant motion. A dance of release and let go. Of receiving, expressing, and allowing the current to flow.

“RELEASE PRESSURE. REMOVE EXPACTATIONS. ALLOW EXPRESSION TO EFFORTLESSLY UNFOLD.”

• Yes I want a sufficient level of quality on my work and how I express myself and share my wisdom and gifts. This is important. This is one of my personal qualities and part of who I am. To not feel good enough with what I share with the world would be to go against my nature. My personal eye for what I like. This is a superpower and one of the gifts of my being. And as we know, “With great power comes great responsibility”. Responsibility to be balanced. To practice presence. To not overdo and put too much pressure and demand on myself so that I end up doing nothing instead. In this case to not allow this beautiful “Eye for details” to weigh over and end up being a source of procrastination – blocking myself from expressing.
• Because then what is the point? To be so particular about an idea of perfection or how things should be that nothing gets out?
• Still, I do not fall under on the other side and present work that is half assed and rushed, “just to get ahead” and “check of that list”.
• But also considering that I do want to check of that list. Because if not, it keeps on growing and overwhelms me which brings me to the route of least resistance; restructure, refine, and add more things to the list instead of SIMLPY crossing of them, one by one. And the crossing of then, of course, happens by doing and not by thinking about doing.
• Thus, by placing light on this conditional pattern of mine, I acknowledge my natural quality of wanting to present quality in alignment with my personal standards, and as such I align those standards into an equilibrium where quality and quantity meet, and where the one doesn’t come to the cost of another.
• An equilibrium between yin and yang. The masculine energy of execution and action, aligned with the divine feminine eye for details and quality. Without rush but yet acknowledging that the time is now.

And by that I affirm that;

“I live with and in the divine equilibrium of quality and quantity. The fine line in where perfect self-expression is practiced, honed, and released.”

 

WISDOM

“Sharing my WISDOM then .” What do I mean by that? Do I have the audacity to claim that I am wise?

Well Yes. We all have wisdom in different ways and forms which the world waits to receive and our souls yearns to share and release. WISDOM is knowledge, based and received from experience. By trail and error. By living life and accepting and integrating what one lives. Through growth and embodied work. Mental, physical, and emotional.

And as such we all have our own personal wisdom that we receive in different ways throughout our lives by the mere living and adaptation of it. And we all have our unique ways of translating it, transform it, and share it.

Living the experience being the first stage. Followed by the proof of wisdom where we change our ways and actually live what we intellectually know. Which is often times “easier said than done”. Embodying the wisdom.

Wisdom comes from burning our hand in the fire. Not by avoiding it because someone said so. Wisdom comes from falling down, scratching our knee and getting back up. Wisdom comes from daring to be a beginner. Of living life and being open to listen, receive, adapt, and change.

Wisdom in one sense comes from being hurt. In the emotional and physical pain and sickness we can connect to deeper truths and what truly matters. When we are low, when we go deep, life shows us what is most important. Beyond the superficial. Beneath the ego that wants to shine and show and prove himself. Beneath social status and material riches. And thus the more vulnerable one dares to be, the more potential there is to be wise and connect to one’s true essence.

This does not mean to hurt oneself deliberately but to be vulnerable. To dare to place oneself in situations where one might feel these so called negative emotions by honestly, openly, and bravely sharing one’s heart. Because there is where love is as well. There is where true potential lies. There is where our soul waits to meet us.

Have I lived it? No not completely. Do I know it? Yes somehow without knowing I do.

And partly for me as far as I can see, is to share what I on some level know, in order to know it deeper and become wiser. At least for now, I need to write down what I know in order to remember, and I also feel that if I don’t, part of the point is lost.

In this moment here and now, allowing the words to guide me towards growth and my path of light. Each step after the other, with love and devotion, upwards the spiritual mountain of my life.

…If you read all the way until here I would love to hear any thoughts, takeaways, stories, or personal perspectives and thoughts. If you feel the call, please share. Maybe there is some resistance? And maybe your words and sharing is exactly what someone in this moment needs to hear in order to remember something and forget something else… 🙂 Thank you for listening. Thank you for being here…