Way & Form: Revisit to Remember

A part of me always wants and yearns for the new. This energy has brought me forth, enabling me to experience various places and many things.

I am very grateful for this energy. But when it lacks balance it rushes ahead, chasing the next experience before integrating what was and is. There is a sense of urgency that overrides the quality of the moment for the exchange of quantity. Constantly chasing the new, my attention is lost in the upcoming, imaginative moment.

Through this project, with the decision to deepen and truly integrate the messages I receive from life, I am learning the great importance and power of repetition. To repeat in order to remember.

To revisit and place deliberate attention on my thoughts, words, feelings, desires, and the insights and intentions that derives from that.

It becomes a practice of consciously revisiting instead of unconsciously repeating. Of exiting the loop of falling back into old and reflexive behaviours and thought systems that does no longer serve me. And in fact, haven’t for quite some time.

With persistence, revisiting what I have connected to in moments of inspiration and clarity. Of what I want for this life. I am honouring this path that I have chosen.

Honouring “My Higher Self”, “The Totality of What I am”, and “The Greater Good of The All”.

Bringing this back into my everyday experience. I noticed that even though I had connected to what served me and what did not, I found myself falling into the same traps. Repeating an already disproven behaviour.

Over and again catching myself in an ongoing and unconscious inner dialogue, filled with unbeneficial thinking patterns and reactions. And the more attention I placed, the clearer I could see and feel how this affected me negatively. Bringing me to a low state of being. Thus, in those periods, living a low-quality life.

And more so, I observed how this negative state would escape to negatively affect my external environment.

On some level I KNOW. But at a deeper level, the past conditioning seems so integrated in my way of being and system that it overwrites this apparent “Knowing”.

And so, throughout this project and the writings that unfold, I will be revisiting concepts in different ways as they naturally arise in specific shapes throughout my experience.

Continuously shining light as each experience and situation adds its unique glow. Clarifying the picture, reaffirming what I know, illuminating the whole. 

This then is by conscious intent. That the same messages will arises in different ways at different times. Because once is not enough. As I forget I remind myself again and again. Rome wasn’t built in a day. And so as well is not the creation of a new life.

Because the purpose of this project is that it will be more than fancy words on a page. It is meant to be practical and to serve, “The Greater Good of All”.

In a future Post I will go deeper into how “Consistency is Key”. How I think, act, and speak creates my reality. That it is my conscious choice to chose how I want to live and who I want to be. For this world and me. And without decision, devotion and consistency I will by default fall back into the old, comfortable, and familiar.

Each day the house is built. Each day the temple is cleaned. Each day I affirm myself. Each day I create my life.